And here we are in May.
Even though I keep thinking that "2019" is next year. You know, not... now.
I had a rough week this week. Some financial stuff and some work stuff, which are two of my biggest anxiety producers (or triggers, but that term gets a bit over and incorrectly used methinks) and while I've done my best to calm myself it's been a really high anxiety week. Which is hard for a whole number of reasons.
When I take some time to look objectively at how I'm handling things, I do think there is and has been improvement. And I don't think I'm quite as hard on myself as I used to be. Which... hot damn it was a lot.
As I type this out my thoughts slip towards the things I'm super worried and anxious about right now and I don't want to think about that, because it makes me feel awful and I would rather continue feeling relatively ok, so... away I go back into the other things and I send you off into the weekend with good, happy, calm thoughts.