Not All That Well

Yeah... not doing all that well this week.

I mean (knock on wood) I'm well enough physically (for now it seems??) but the rest?  Yeah, not so good.

I'm sure my brain is kicking in protective measures as it does with other things I'm anxious about but that also means that there's a part of me that's sitting here really not buying that this is quite... happening.

Not that I think I'm dreaming or anything like that just, really not wanting to sit in the reality of this un-reality.

And I know I'm not alone in that, but it's really hard to get comfort from anywhere right now and I sure do feel like I could use some.