Ok so it's still Sunday morning as I write this and I'm still grumpy and when I'm grumpy I don't like to write because WHINY but also it's when I kind of feel like writing because I don't want to do anything else because grumpy! Sigh.
So allow me to grump about the fact I am currently irritated by loud annoying seagull calls and I feel like it's partly that they're extra annoying at this time of year (babies, mating, all that jazz) but also I noticed it and now my brain just keeps noticing it. I'm trying to un notice it but also PLEASE SHUT UP!
Right now I'm annoyed by everything. The fact that it gets warm and hot at this time of year but also the days are long and generally bright so it would be nice to actually ENJOY this time of year but all I feel like I do is stress about being too warm (on those days) and then not sleep and then get more and more upset due to the not sleeping and too hot and just, I wish I could not be upset for like six months of the year.
I'm terribly unhappy at work right now (don't talk about work) ever since the "gonna take your job" debacle and the "oh here's way more intense work" and not finding motivation to do "extra" work at home that might lighten my load but just not ever in the mood and fuuuuuck.
Oh and I could go on and on but then I'll just stress myself out and hey, in case you haven't experienced it yourself (do not recommend) combining anxiety with unhappy is way not fun so I think I'll like.... go brush my teeth or something... which is really just an excuse to move a little and maybe shake up some of this mood.
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