Ugh

I've been struggling to write/post these last few weeks because I'm either dealing with some low-medium level stress/anxiety or, more likely, I'm in a "I hate everything" mind set.  And I don't see the point in writing a post about how much I hate everything... nobody needs to read that!

But right now that's how I feel more often than not.  I can fake it... fake being nice when I have to... a phone call with a friend, an appointment, a text message if I have the energy but then I get off the call or out of the appointment and I'm angry.  I'm mad.  I HATE things.  It's... no fun.

So instead of writing a post about how crap I feel I'm just not writing.  Even though I have thoughts (usually when not at the keyboard) about posts, when I have time to sit I'm usually grumpy-angry-mad and then like I HATE WRITING AND THE THING WAS STUPID ANYWAY.

So um... yeah.  

I'll limit my whine to the weather forecast.  It's been lovely (for me) and starting this weekend it's supposed to be hot and I'm scared and upset and wishing it wouldn't and trying to enjoy the next day or two of "cool", but I'm hoping I can get through my misery before the heat really sets in.... we've been so lucky so far, I suppose I knew it wasn't going to last til Fall....