The Springining

So far this month I've had a couple of nights with windows wide open and cozy blanket off and "warm" feeling and I've also had a couple of nights with windows half closed and cozy blanket on and "cold" feeling so yeah... it's that in between time again eh?

I had that weird feeling the other night of not being quite sure when in the year I was.  I was thinking about how it would be Christmas before I knew it and then my brain felt sideways for a minute as I realized I had it entirely backwards and it is actually getting warmer out not cooler out and that's a whole different freak out for me.  Sigh. 

We are technically in Spring now, time slipping onwards as it does.  A federal election has been called for next month.  I'm asking to vote by mail again - it's easier on my stress level to do so.  I'm pretty nervous about this election knowing that a lot of unhappy people in the world and this country may vote in a way that I feel would be damaging and not positive.  I got my hopes slightly up for the American election and then absolutely shattered by the results, even though I told myself NOT to get my hopes up and that I "knew" it would happen the way it did although to be fair, I thought the Democrats might take it and then another cry of FRAUD would cause major shit down that way so that part didn't happen either I guess. But I digress.

Elections these days worry me.

I'm trying to enjoy the cooler nights while they're here and I'm finding a balance between window opening and blanket usage to keep myself on the cooler side at night.  As one does.  Well, this 'one' anyway.