Night Night

Oof I'm tired.  A very distinct "I haven't slept well in a few days" kind of tired.  

It's been warm at night.  Unseasonably warm.  Take a bunch of blankets back off the bed and even then it's too warm warm.

This doesn't help me get to deep rest.  Nor does something waking me up around an hour after I've fallen asleep.  Somehow that just throws off the entire night.

I even stayed up extra late to avoid that time of night and nope, still just don't feel like I slept well.

Back to work today, as many of us are.  (Those of us fortunate enough to have jobs that allow for that kind of thing.) Not loving that either.  I always look forward to time off in December and then I get to it and it ends up being stressful and not fun and not relaxing and this year lived up to that stereotype for sure.

Would I like another week or so off?  Of course, who wouldn't?  (I mean that's only half a rhetorical question as I assume there are some people who look forward to going to work or maybe are neutral about it.)

I look forward to having deep, solid sleeps again because I was managing that for a the nights leading up to the last few nights.  But for now?  I'm dragging.  Missing that "I'm alive!" feeling a solid sleep gives me.  Bit of a toss up whether work will tire me out enough to sleep well or add stress to my brain and keep me from sleeping well.  Let's hope for the best eh? 

Oh and I should have said this sooner but Happy New Year.  Twenty six..... go figure.