Un-Routined

Not me getting to Monday night and realizing that the closure of my gym/pool and the time change nonsense had completely shattered my usual weekend routines meaning I somehow forgot it was Sunday and therefore forgot to try to write?

But yes me.

Probably also because I have this week off, so while I did set my alarm for Monday morning I also turned it off when it went off and went back to sleep.  Which probably isn't helping me reset to the new times.

We have rain coming this week, most of it to hit places other than directly where I am, but still.   

The temperatures (before the rain and rain clouds wandered in) felt colder than most of winter did which is amusing in its own way.

I have a couple of social things planned this week (maybe three, although I haven't responded to that one yet) and an ultrasound at the end of the week so I'm generally a little more anxious than is ideal.  (But I mean let's be honest, zero anxiety is ideal!)

One is a dinner with former colleagues.  It was lovely to be invited.  I'm anxious and nervous about it.

Another is a meetup with my brothers.  Lots there I haven't talked about (I don't think?) But I'm really nervous about that as it involves the ferry and I haven't done the ferry as a walk on since pre-Covid times.... lots of detail buttons getting pushed anxiety wise.

The other is a potential coffee/tea with some people from the pool.  I went once before and it was nice, but I also went with a friend and she said she wasn't sure she'd go again so I'm not sure if I'll go on my own or what.  Maybe see how I feel on the day?  

It's a lot.  Especially on a week I was meant to book "off".

But also I've wanted to be more social right so.... trade off is more anxiety about it but who knows what may come from it?  I don't know.

This started of as a post of me going "uh oh, forgot to post, my bad!" and here we are.