Wednesday, 18 March 2020

I'm Just Going To Say This Very Quietly

You can ignore this if you want or pretend you never read it.  This is something that bubbles up for me from time to time and then I feel it and then it usually bubbles away...

I am really upset about a lot of the things I'm reading about the sort of.... side? affects of this global situation.  The businesses closing, the people losing work, the people doing not nice things (hoarding and reselling) and how that's affecting those who can't afford to bundle bulk buy.  I'm so hurt by so many parts of this and that's such a major downside to being a "softie" or an empathic person or whatever you want to call it.  But yeah, it's not just the illness and fear that is upsetting me right now.  It's all of the other things.  I'm having moments of great struggle and difficulty with everything, and I know it would probably help if I stopped reading the news/media/social media (but I feel slightly "addicted" to doing so.)  

This is hard.

I wish it would stop.


Jason Langlois said...

Me too, friend. Me too.

Victoria said...

*hugs* (er.... air hugs from a distance in real life but virtual hugs are still like for reals)