I have not been making art lately. (I did a few digital pieces a while ago but I'm not too fond of them, even though I "put them out".)
An online friend of mine messaged me about it. "You've been quiet lately, are you ok? I'm concerned."
I thanked him for his concern and assured him that yes, I am ok, just... life is taking up a lot. Or something like that.
But no, I'm not the same as I was before I started back to work... I'm not finding the time right now to do those creative things. I mean hell, I only realized I didn't blog last week when I sat down to blog for this week and even sitting down to write for this week I had to really carve out the time before I let myself do other things, like exercise!
I'm trying not to beat myself up about it (as is my past habit/pattern) but I also wish I was making that time and creating... things. But again, working on accepting that this is how things are right now, the end. Not judging, just noticing. Right now I'm not doing much that is creative. I'm noticing that. The end.
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