WHYYYyyYYYyyyyyy?

This is a rare "written in the evening" post.  It's just before 8pm and I am SO tired.  Like that good kind of tired you need to give you a good sleep.

I was similarly tired last night.

And the night before.

Ask me how I've slept the last few nights?!  

WHY oh why can't I get the sleep I so need when I'm *this* tired? *whimper cry*

This is just me whining because if I go to bed now, I'll likely not fall asleep and have a rough night of it and if I do what I'm going to do and go to bed in a few hours, I may or may not have a rough night of it and I want a great sleep, you know?

My sleep has been slightly improving the last couple of nights so maybe tonight's the night but yeah, being this sleepy at 8pm isn't really helpful, but thanks body, if you could just hold this off for a couple of hours that'd be great!