Ok

It's Sunday morning.  I'm sitting down to write.  I'll set this to post tomorrow morning.  Hopefully maybe I'll get inspired and my brain will think of lots of things and I'll keep up this energy and I'll be able to write enough posts to get through the week!

Hopefully.  

I just finished catching up on a blog that I've been reading for ages and ages and she's a Mom about the same age as me and all the things she says about how she feels about her body and aging and certain life things are exactly how I feel about mine.  I could just take her posts and copy paste them here and be like "See?  What she said!"

But instead, I'm looking at the little pink post it that I've written down some thoughts on and seeing which of those I want to take on.... although looking at it, I think I've covered the last two already and just didn't cross them off so I'll maybe be repeating myself but hey, the three of you who still read here won't mind too terribly I'm sure!  

So the first idea/thought I wrote down is "packing dream again" and all of these prompts are a bit on the old side, but I do remember there was a while where it felt like I kept having this dream of having to suddenly (like I'd left it to the last minute) pack for a big trip, like a "going to live in another country for a year" trip (which is something I did do with my family when I was a kid and I don't remember a thing about the packing we did for that) and the dream is always stressful (leaving way too soon, totally unprepared and not yet packed) and I know I'm forgetting things and in the moment of the dream I'm trying to not forget really important things but knowing I am going to forget really important things since I left it so last minute and yeah, now that I'm typing this out I wonder if doing so will somehow revive the dream or if the specific life stress that was 'causing' these dreams is out of the way and well, yeah, dreams are weird with the whole "processing your real life stress with not real life situations" you know?