Tuesday, 14 August 2007

Latest Song on Repeat

Tells you where I'm at, no?

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss ?
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

"The saddest part of a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start."
What I'm most hurting for right now is remembering all the things Smith used to say to me and all the dreams I built out of what he promised me we'd have. What I'm mourning is the life we had together. Apparently it never existed outside of my own imagination and that really hurts.

I know that in time, when I've moved on, I'll be glad I didn't end up with Smith, but right now it hurts.

I really need to let it die, this "relationship". It's just so hard.


Blogger The Ex said...

Cheer up, emo kid! :) Hugs!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:57:00 am  
Blogger Victoria said...

OMG that's a good idea.

Everyone? I'm going emo.



now what?

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 12:29:00 pm  
Blogger The Ex said...

Cutting? Black clothes? Angst?

It's just not you!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 12:56:00 pm  
Blogger Victoria said...

I own black clothes!

I have angst.

I just can't be bothered being all... whatever.

Maybe I'll go all rich socialite rehab crazy instead?

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 1:18:00 pm  

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