Monday, 22 April 2013
Don't get too attached to Jay ok?
When he got back, he let me know that he knew it would upset me to hear, but that he'd applied for two jobs with his company based in Vancouver.
And I know many of you will say "Oh, Vancouver!? That's just a ferry ride away, you guys can make it work!"
And, yes, maybe we can. I'm sure lots of people do.
But I just don't know.
I'm trying to be all zen and in the moment but sometimes that sucks and I just want to be miserable about the situation and the not so great possible futures I see.
I understand. But I'm disappointed.
And disappointed turns easily into hurt and hurt into sadness and rehashing of old, unrelated wounds.
So I guess I'm just saying, don't you all get too attached to him or the idea of him or us.
And I'll have to figure out what to do with the attachment I already have to all those things.