Maybe Not

The thought that occurred to me this weekend I still haven't come up with an answer to.

When is it mindfulness, and when is it denial?

Like, Jay is supposed to be in Vancouver at the end of the month/start of the month, and the calendar tells me that's soon.

Quite very.

But I'm not dwelling on it.

Exactly.

I am, it seems, making pointed comments on how it will or won't be like that in Vancouver.... but I'm trying not to think about all the things I'll miss or might miss or whatever ever er.

So am I being mindful?  Or am I in denial?

Or does it matter right now anyway?