Just me. Thinking thoughts, living life, figuring it out as I go along.
And, no, I don't really know what I'm talking about.
Wednesday 14 August 2013
Broke Me Open
Aaron Turner/Kathryn McCormick - Kissing You - SYTYCD
I watched this this evening and then I cried and cried and cried. Jay was supposed to be this person for me. Had so much potential to be. I believed he would be.
But he wasn't. And I don't know that I'm ready to stop hoping he'll prove me wrong.
It hurts how much I loved him and didn't let myself be loved by him because I knew he'd leave. Knew he was leaving.
And it hurts because when I'm with him I feel safe. Until he leaves.
This is how he should have been.
Someone needs to be.