Friday, 19 June 2015

Le Sigh

This last week, I've been semi frustrated with myself, which makes me even more frustrated, which doesn't even make sense but yeah.

What's happened is that I get home, do whatever, and then around 6ish I'm exhausted.  Like, "let's go to bed now" kind of exhausted.

But... I tell myself that it's far too early and I'll never sleep that long anyway and so I make myself eat and then I find something to do or usually a show to watch and then all this week before I know it?  It's nearly midnight.

Which means I'm waking up tired and wishing I could just stay asleep.

I'm confused as to why I seem to keep doing this and as to why my body seems to want to go to bed around dinner time.

Maybe that's part of it?  Maybe I should try eating earlier?

Anyway.... wishing I could figure out what it is my brain is thinking this week.

2 comments:

Jason Langlois said...

Sunshine, possibly.

I'm having a similar problem with getting to bed, and I think it's because its light out so late. By the time the light is gone from the windows at around 9:30PM, my body figures it's another 3-4 hours before bedtime.

Of course, but the time I cycle around to figuring its bedtime only 1-2 hours after the sun goes down, it'll be winter and I'll be trying to go to bed at 7PM...

Victoria said...

Hmmm, yeah, fair enough.