Monday, 6 April 2020
Maybe it's just today, and right now, but I'm going with it.
I remember talking (messaging, really) with someone a few weeks ago and her saying they were just waiting for a rhythm to get established, and I wonder if maybe that's what has happened a bit? We've been on.... whatever we're calling it "stay at home" for a couple (few?) weeks now. I've been getting food deliveries for a couple of weeks now. There have been (knock on wood) no major shifts or changes and I'm limiting my news/media reading. I've had two video counselling sessions. And while things aren't normal... I suppose they have been fairly similar for a couple of weeks now. And so I'm a little bit more ok.
Am I where I'd like to be, calm wise? No. But I can at least now feel like I can look back on the last few weeks and say "man, that was awful". Which means I'm not quite as "in" it.... you know?
Anyway. Just thought I'd take a moment to make a point to myself and whoever else that I'm ok right now. Not great. But ok. Quotations or not.