Stressed

I'm finding myself extra stressed right now and hoping it's not a long lasting thing.

I'm stressed by the heat ramping up again even though I told and warned myself not to think we were done when we got a cold few weeks in August.  (But yeah, it's stressing me, le sigh.)

I'm also back to work today after taking some down time and of course that stresses me.  My rule is not to talk about work but I'll just say that the idea of going back is not something I'm looking forward to or even like resigned to, I'm just stressed by it.  Blah. 

And there's also life.  Elections happening all over the place and I have ways I would prefer them to go and I'm stressed that they might not and stressed by the angst and anger people have on all sides about everyone and everything.

I've noticed that when I'm more stressed like this that of course the anxiety will cling to things and spin me out harder and faster than other times but yeah.  Extra stressed.  Dealing with the warmth and the work and the unknown, uncontrollable life things.

Glad I have folks I can talk to and that I can currently afford to keep going, you know?