A lot of people seem to have *felt* this time change more than usual. Or maybe it's just co-incidence and we're all struggling with the world feeling like it's diving towards something we can't get it out of? Or a few somethings.....
Like, I know the time change messes with me. But I have also had some heavy counselling sessions. Like good to get this stuff out and in the open but hard and depressing and tiring too. So is it the extra long darkness or the inner mental heaviness or the world or a combination of all of the above?
I'm tired right now because it's almost bedtime (I'm typing this out at 9:30 at night) and I've been pushing myself to stay awake for probably an hour and a half because it feels like if I go to bed when I'm sleepy (like 8pm tonight) it won't necessarily result in a full night's sleep and I'm not willing to risk that on work nights, you know? Or most nights if I'm honest. So I'm tired tonight. At the time of typing this. And it's now an appropriate time to head to bed so yay me, I made it all the way til bedtime and I hope I sleep super well and that you do too... whenever you get around to reading this.
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