My friend at work (who wants me to meet her husband's co-worker) has asked me if I'm free to come to their place for dinner this weekend.
She figured a dinner party would be too much pressure, but if it was just a family dinner it'd be fine.
I told her that would be great, but of course now I'm trying not to be nervous.
I mean, her husband hasn't asked the guy yet, so maybe he won't be interested, or maybe we just won't have a spark anyway, so there's really no reason to be nervous, but... well, you know me.
I'm nervous about the dinner even *without* there being a guy there to meet. New things and me? = Nervous.
But it's also giving me something to look forward to.
I can psych myself up for it while at the same time telling myself it's not a big deal and still maybe sneak in a reasonable amount of hopeful daydreaming about what-ifs.
So I might be going for dinner at my co-worker's this weekend, but only maybe.