I remember when I was trying to write out Jay's and my first meeting, a reader commented that they were finding it self serving of me to be breaking it up into several posts rather than just telling the story all at once already.
It stuck with me, as most "critical" type comments do (and now hopefully you maybe better understand why I sometimes just close comments) and now I'm feeling like I have to apologize to someone who most likely doesn't even read here anymore.
But I just want to say that I'm not purposefully stretching out this year's Burning Man trip. I'm really not. Last year it was easy. I came home and I just sat down and poured it all out.
This year, I came home and Jason "broke up" with me and I couldn't even make a sentence make sense, never mind talk about the trip I'd just been on and felt changed by. Just couldn't.
I've tried to sit down and write it all out but I'll get through a day (like I did last week) and be sort of overwhelmed. Which would be crazy if it's going to take me one week per day because I was there from Sunday to Monday and that's a lot of weeks.
But anyway, I just wanted to say I'm not doing it on purpose. Not...stretching it out. I'm just doing what I can when I can and I'm afraid my priority right now is to keep coping with what's going on around me and keep myself as positive as I can.
It just is what it is, is what I'm saying I guess.
Thanks for (hopefully) being ok with it all.