Friday, 19 December 2014
That Doesn't Even Make Sense
I went to bed last night, nothing unusual there, read my book, again, nothing unusual, and turned out the light. Same as always.
But then there was this moment when I actually said out loud "I don't know how to do this." Because suddenly the whole idea of falling asleep felt really really weird.
Like, I felt like I had no idea what I was supposed to do or be wearing/not wearing or what I was supposed to do with my body... or something.
It was the strangest sensation/thought. I have no idea how to fall asleep.
So... I grabbed my teddy bear, rolled over and wished for the best.
But, dudes, seriously. That was a weird one.