I had another indication that I may be more than a little tightly wound right now... and this one was a weird one. (Not like the other ones aren't!)
I went to bed last night, nothing unusual there, read my book, again, nothing unusual, and turned out the light. Same as always.
But then there was this moment when I actually said out loud "I don't know how to do this." Because suddenly the whole idea of falling asleep felt really really weird.
Like, I felt like I had no idea what I was supposed to do or be wearing/not wearing or what I was supposed to do with my body... or something.
It was the strangest sensation/thought. I have no idea how to fall asleep.
So... I grabbed my teddy bear, rolled over and wished for the best.
But, dudes, seriously. That was a weird one.
6 comments:
Wow, you are really wound up tight. :(
Wish I had some magic fix, 'cause it sounds like you could use one.
Time off coming up soon... weekend now... these things will help ;)
Sooooo cute!
You cuddle with a teddy bear at night. I'll try to pretend I'm not jealous of him!
He has top cuddling privileges, he's known me since I was a few months old!
Hmmmm.....
So if I say I've known you since you were a few WEEKS old, I get top cuddle rights....right?
Uh.... yes? ;)
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