Friday, 27 October 2023

Welp

So writing yesterday's post set off a bit of an anxiety spiral for me.

A combination of "am I overreacting and being awful?" with "all the ways that could have gone badly" thoughts and a little "can I ever actually date again omg" and whatever else was going through my head/body/mind at the time, it sucks.

Which reminds me, I've been drinking decaf tea this week, I'm wondering if it's helping, but I'm also wondering if that's why I had a huge headache on Tuesday (the first day I tried it) or if that was just coincidence, and I'm wondering if I can actually get through all these mornings without caffeine.... probably?  Possibly?  I hope so?

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