Thursday, 13 May 2010

Unexpected


I wish I could remember the exact moment because then I could maybe figure out why, but I found myself the other day, suddenly, intensely, missing Bird.

I don't know if I saw something that reminded me of him or what, but I suddenly missed whatever it was that we had and whatever it was that I thought we might eventually have.

And even knowing how wrapped up and confused and upset by it all I got, just in that moment I would have given anything to do it all over again, to have him around, to feel attracted to him despite knowing better again.

It was really weird and unexpected.

And now the feeling's gone again.

Maybe I'm lonelier than I thought.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Dominic said...

Been there. Except I know what triggered it..

Sucks, really, doesn't it?

Thursday, May 13, 2010 1:34:00 pm  
Blogger Victoria said...

Yep

Thursday, May 13, 2010 4:14:00 pm  
Blogger CaityCane said...

I get those feelings sometimes too about an ex of mine. I just have to remind myself that the place I am in now, without him, is much much better. Then the feelings pass...

Thursday, May 13, 2010 7:13:00 pm  
Blogger Victoria said...

True. . .

Thursday, May 13, 2010 7:43:00 pm  

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