I don't know if I saw something that reminded me of him or what, but I suddenly missed whatever it was that we had and whatever it was that I thought we might eventually have.
And even knowing how wrapped up and confused and upset by it all I got, just in that moment I would have given anything to do it all over again, to have him around, to feel attracted to him despite knowing better again.
It was really weird and unexpected.
And now the feeling's gone again.
Maybe I'm lonelier than I thought.
4 comments:
Been there. Except I know what triggered it..
Sucks, really, doesn't it?
Yep
I get those feelings sometimes too about an ex of mine. I just have to remind myself that the place I am in now, without him, is much much better. Then the feelings pass...
True. . .
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