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I have a few posts and thoughts and ideas in my head about Jay and I and the time we're spending together, but the time is all warping together and I'm losing the thread of what happened when so I don't know if anything will make sense to you, but that's just going to have to be ok.  Ok?

Right now, I'm wearing Jay's hoodie.

A hoodie that I'm guessing he got from his organization/company/whatever because it's got their logo on it, and I like wearing his hoodie.

I don't think it's just me, but I've always liked wearing an item of clothing from the guy I'm .... liking.

I remember Smith had a t-shirt that he looked super hot in, and when he left after his first visit I really wanted him to leave it with me so I could wear it, but he took it because it was "his favourite" and he looked "really good" in it.

I was bummed.

Jay went away for a couple of days on a work thing and I texted him with a sad face that he took his hoodie and I'd wanted to wear it.

When I was feeling blue this weekend about his ... job stuff... and he was heading out for the day he told me I could wear his hoodie.

So I did.

I told him that it makes me feel like he's hugging me.

Plus it smells like him.

And he looks good in it.

I'm also figuring it's one of his favourites so it won't likely be staying behind if/when he leaves to go to Vancouver.

And I'll probably be bummed.