Wednesday, 1 May 2013


So Jay has a teleconference meeting interview thingy today.

And then, I think, he's to go to Vancouver proper for a real live interview for the second position.

And I feel like a bad girlfriend... a bad person... because there's a part of me that doesn't want him to get either job.

Like, maybe I could sabotage the teleconference interview!  Research his company and find out what their core values are and then stand in the background making statements about how Jay and I hate all those things and like... don't do them.

I mean, of course I want him to do well.  And yes, I'll leave him an encouraging note when I leave for work this morning, I want him to kick butt!

But I also, completely selfishly, want him to not get either job and to therefore, stay here.

With me.

In Victoria.

I just want things to go my way.

If only that way was what also made him happiest.

Now that'd be awesome.


Anonymous said...

what if he askes you to follow him wherever he goes for a job and live together? would you go? (sorry for any mistakes!!)


Victoria said...

He won't ask Silvia... and I'm not sure I would at this point...

RandomStranger said...

Victoria said...

Thanks RS :)