Wednesday 1 May 2013

Bad

So Jay has a teleconference meeting interview thingy today.

And then, I think, he's to go to Vancouver proper for a real live interview for the second position.

And I feel like a bad girlfriend... a bad person... because there's a part of me that doesn't want him to get either job.

Like, maybe I could sabotage the teleconference interview!  Research his company and find out what their core values are and then stand in the background making statements about how Jay and I hate all those things and like... don't do them.

I mean, of course I want him to do well.  And yes, I'll leave him an encouraging note when I leave for work this morning, I want him to kick butt!

But I also, completely selfishly, want him to not get either job and to therefore, stay here.

With me.

In Victoria.

I just want things to go my way.

If only that way was what also made him happiest.

Now that'd be awesome.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

what if he askes you to follow him wherever he goes for a job and live together? would you go? (sorry for any mistakes!!)

silvia(Greece)

Victoria said...

He won't ask Silvia... and I'm not sure I would at this point...

RandomStranger said...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0Pu9FqXV1Q

Victoria said...

Thanks RS :)