Well, that was stupid.
Last night, I listened to Jay's Skype interview with the place he might be living in Vancouver.
I thought I shouldn't, but then at the last minute I thought, well, I should be part of his life and what's going on with him, so I cracked the door open to listen.
But I shouldn't have.
It was beyond hard to listen to him talking about wanting to set up a space that feels like home and to be in a place where he can build his life and feel he can come home to and nest in.
I wanted that to be here.
I feel like it was here, this last while.
So to hear him saying that that place could be this place in Vancouver stung. Incredibly.
I shouldn't have listened.
Now I feel broken.