You guys? I'm happy.
I mean, yes, I miss Jay, and I wish things hadn't changed, and I get sad about it here and there but really? I'm happy.
And it feels really nice.
Part of it is having reconnected with Jay, in all honesty. It means that things that remind me of him make me smile, rather than leave me feeling sad or bitter. Or at least they make me happy before they make me sad.
I think the weather helps too, and feeling relaxed and stress free in general right now.
But, yeah. I keep finding myself, these past few weeks having moments throughout the day where I think, hey, I'm happy.
And that just makes me even happier.