Wednesday, 17 July 2013
I always do my best to be honest here, but I temper that with knowing that if I put something out there that others disagree with, I may be judged and that if it's something close and personal, it will hurt to be judged. Although, as I said, it helps to soften things knowing that people just want to help, and to protect me.
I'm an overly sensitive creature, I know that, but still, it throws me off to have my heart batted around, and so I tread carefully for a while, keeping things closer to my chest than I might used to have.
And I have thoughts all the time. Clearly I do. I'm a thinking, feeling, and I suddenly wish I could remember my Myers-Briggs results because I'd throw them at you right now and say see? I tested that way!
I don't know. Just feeling closed off this week. Wanting to protect myself, I think.
Even if it's unnecessary.