Friday, 19 December 2014

That Doesn't Even Make Sense

I had another indication that I may be more than a little tightly wound right now... and this one was a weird one.  (Not like the other ones aren't!)

I went to bed last night, nothing unusual there, read my book, again, nothing unusual, and turned out the light.  Same as always.

But then there was this moment when I actually said out loud "I don't know how to do this."  Because suddenly the whole idea of falling asleep felt really really weird.

Like, I felt like I had no idea what I was supposed to do or be wearing/not wearing or what I was supposed to do with my body... or something.

It was the strangest sensation/thought.  I have no idea how to fall asleep.

So... I grabbed my teddy bear, rolled over and wished for the best.

But, dudes, seriously.  That was a weird one.


Jason Langlois said...

Wow, you are really wound up tight. :(

Wish I had some magic fix, 'cause it sounds like you could use one.

Victoria said...

Time off coming up soon... weekend now... these things will help ;)

Army of the Frenetic said...

Sooooo cute!

You cuddle with a teddy bear at night. I'll try to pretend I'm not jealous of him!

Victoria said...

He has top cuddling privileges, he's known me since I was a few months old!

Army of the Frenetic said...


So if I say I've known you since you were a few WEEKS old, I get top cuddle rights....right?

Victoria said...

Uh.... yes? ;)