Saturday, 25 November 2023

I Know Better

Instead of not eating things that I know upset my stomach, I take pills (that I pay money for in a time when money is tight) that "help" my body digest said things.

Instead of working through physical discomfort and building strength and mobility and whatever else, I take pain killers for the pain.  

Like, I know I'm not the only human who does this but it's often frustrating to know better and still not. 

But then at other times it's like "look, I'm literally just coping so I'm going to have some cheese, sorry!"

Sigh.

I miss not feeling like this.  (In all sorts of ways.)

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