Wednesday, 23 September 2009

Gimmie a Break

This? This warning that work was about to become whateverly seriously hard was so so not an exaggeration.

Although my sanity wishes it had been.

I've reached a breaking point of sorts, which is making me feel like the only thing that will keep me sane is a vacation, which is funny in a not funny kind of way, not to mention improbably impossible.

Ok, so I don't talk about work, I get it, but here's the thing. As soon as I got back from my holiday (which seems like forever ago, not just two weeks-ish ago) I was thrown into the high-stress world of spy work in a more than slightly intense way. And do you know what flew out the window?

Any desire I had to talk to and/or meet with guys from that site S signed me up on. I just don't have it in me. I don't even have the energy to check the email message thing. So, so tired and busy and stressed and not interested in putting my non-existant extra energy into it.

Just one thing too many to juggle. Isn't it funny that that's the first thing to have gone?

When I think about it, I wouldn't mind meeting up with some friends and running into a single friend of theirs while we were out kind of thing, but the idea of chatting to a complete stranger right now is just too much.

Hopefully things will mellow out. Soon? Ish?



Blogger Laura said...

I completely hear you on that. As much as I loved meeting new guys and the excitement of a first date when I am single, the actual part of contacting guys online BEFORE you get to the date? It's work. Some days it was fun. And some days, I just don't have it in me to bother.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 4:19:00 pm  
Blogger Victoria said...


Wednesday, September 23, 2009 7:27:00 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

feel the same way here!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009 3:34:00 am  
Blogger Tom said...

Given how reserved you were to go back to the world of online dating ... not a bad thing?

Oh course, having it pushed out by the stress of work isn't ideal. Hopefully things will calm down for you soon.

Thursday, September 24, 2009 4:52:00 am  
Blogger Victoria said...

High five Anonymous. Wait, I'm too tired to high five! ;)

Tom, no, not a bad thing. And, yes I hope things calm down soon! :)

Thursday, September 24, 2009 6:18:00 pm  
Blogger Jonathan said...

I think you have to be in the right mood to meet people - and you probably don't recognise when that is yourself.

I've been told before that sometimes I "shine". I have no idea what it really means, or when I have :)

Sunday, September 27, 2009 2:18:00 pm  
Blogger Victoria said...


Sunday, September 27, 2009 2:20:00 pm  

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